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xing nian kuai le.
its the second day of the lunar new year.. its VERY boring. stayed home ALL day. my aunt, uncle and toddler couz came for dinner.. they talked, mostly to my parents. then er. ya. thats all? did all the visiting yesterday already. like a model, hadda take lotsa photos. and forced to smile, by my cousins. that are almost all older than me.didnt gamble much. not into the mood. not in the mood for the new year. probably the new class caused it. it must have. see, it sucks. eunice JUST called. asked if wanna go bai nian. i have NTH to do anyway. sooooo bored i had to watch my brother play computer game. the clock is ticking. ticking down to the time i hafta go to school, on monday. it sucks!!its eating me up. haunting me. following me wherever i go wadever i dooooooooo..... -what will happen if i jump the bottomless pit? i'll starve to death? or die cos of the high pressure? or will i lose my mind and forget you made me jump?- For you.
_____________________ chinese new year's eve. the worst of all. morning had to go to school to see the dumb vice dm face and do dumb things. ponned the performance. the class act. gonna get hammered by the dm. have the feeling of wanting to withdraw from school.-whats the use when i dont get a reply- went back to aiss, walked around, played a little soccer, then mdm jo got us out of school. went with friends to long john's for lunch. they ate while i just waited. thinking of it already no wei kou. went with them again to some void deck to play some games. i watched and didnt play. not that i dont like the game but you dulled all my senses. i hate you. cant you see it? had reunion dinner and slept a little at grandma's. cannot stand it liaos. too sleepy le. and came home, to face my ever staring, answer-less monitor. -help? i did it myself- For you.
_____________________ last day of T4.. already missing it. we gave miss ang a pillow with all our names.. so nice.. guess all other classes dont have something like that and we do have a party thing but she wanted lessons so well...... will hope to at least see the hellos and goodbyes when we pass each other.hope that pple will even wanna stay on in yjc.lessons were ok, after MT i rushed to get the chinese materials for tomorrow and also the contact list the miss ang helped us all photocopy(so nice of her). rushed back for maths c tutorials. boring, as ever,went for lit which is very nice, as always, and enriching. poems wont tell u to be happy but they will make you happy, cause telling just isnt enough. cool right i'll miss GPs witl both miss lims and the class. advertising. decided to skip chemistry cause its about limiting reagents and also a NEW topic but we have the notes anyway. then ALSO skipped PE.asked shariza bout the girls workout and she said "die". they did 5 rounds in the 6/7 lane. guys did only 2 rounds. cool. then we timed zhen hao, john and johny for their 400m. johny did a 1.14, john a 1.18 . kevin did a 58 sec. then we went home. my new class will be on the 4th storey. will already feel so sian after the flights of stairs.just hope that life will be as nice as in T4 and that i will LOVE my time in lit lectures. -for what his eyes eat only- and too shall i eat... -for her own person, it beggared all description- For you.
_____________________ today's a relatively ok day. maybe better than other days. chemistry's boring AS USUAL. and its VERY difficult wad, the questions. -_- i'm like sweating all over thinking about it. heh.is antony n cleopatra gonna be open book? its nice btw. just like hitler:the rise of evil.they're both satisfying? cool.. gonna have to change class on wednesday. so sad. think most of us DONT want to. many people are not gonna come. just hope that i get into a class i'm comfortable with. kicked the computer just now. kicked it at the cover part. then it restarted. dumb dumb. -with divers-coloered fans, whose wind did seem to glow the delicate cheeks which they did cool, and what they undid, did- For you.
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