kena woken up by my father early in the morn to go to the nyp talk where its supposed to be for parents. students can go too, but i dont wanna hear lousy talkers man. just wasted time like that. was like some kind of mutant from x-men 2 when the mucus started to flow, again. stopped after a while, without an injection. -_-



came back, slept. through lunch, woke up, had a bath, and slept again. until 6++ watched juve trash olympiakos 7-0 again then went down to play soccer alone. fitness, fitness.



going to sentosa tomorrow. i wanna take the cable carrrss.. and sleep in the monorails. legs should hurt after today's sleep. heh heh. so tomorrow can forget bout any shit. maybe just play pool on some damned shit pool table.



-sonno gorilla-

For you.

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went for the $6 play that is worth $5. educational. but yjc's making me cry mans..... my eyes r flaming when i close them. like that -_-. -_-



-xing fu de di tu-



wenta zhi hao's house to play 4 hrs of mu and only got 2 lvls and 3 chaos. its sick to play like that. anyway, i went home and slacked b4 going to the play and thats my life-sucking day. need my dose of soccer. need my dose of..... need..... i......



-read it, get it-

For you.

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freeze me,
freeze me and my thoughts.
preserve them,
lest my words get forgotten.
bite me,
frost bite,
bite me with your vampiric teeth,
and make me lust.
make me long,
for what i yearn,
for what i yearn is insatiable.
run my blood with poison;
poison of infatuation.
i'd pay hours for my lust,
to only admire your face,
if admiring your face,
were only an only.
i'd crave for a glance.
a glance would send me,
into a stream of consciousness.
my stream.
i'd pray everyday not to dream.
if dreams never come true.
cause dreams dont include you,
you are what they are made of.
you dont create them,
your hypnotic aura does.
and somehow...... i'd slip......
into...... y...... o...... u......

For you.

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die, must have kicked the wires under the com too much. the video card mati already. -_- everything's so lag now. now using the motherboard's video card that sucks BIG time. my father says he'll get a new one next time. hais. mu also cannot play le. too lag.



things have been the same these days.



tried to withdraw but the vp said that its for 1.5 weeks more so wads the use. and he went on for 1hr. so i dont really care now even if i miss lessons. hmmph. i dont give a big damn.



bought the elva's new album. as good as the previous. yeps. havent watch the dvd tho. i'm stuck at home now, nth to do. its late anyway. but no one online to chat with. -_-



gonna go sch tomorrow i guess. i wanna run. i wanna play soccer. i dont know when. haish.



things always are. will they always be?



-manipulated-

For you.

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