a bit la. k, i am DAMN bored... losing myself... to Pachelbel Canon In D Major... and of cos all the many things going on around me.. the music's been on since i've been home. my thoughts sway with it.



wenta aj in the morn.. slacked in the place i'm not allowed to go, the student lounge. played cards and took lotsa photos. not for me of cos.. the guard at yj let us in cos he thinks we're there to appeal..



gave shariza chocs and to the class too. took class photo. then went to np to meet jw b4 going to kevin's house and practically wasted time. went home at 4.30.. and out at 8 again. met up with chris, kevin n wl to go to the night market around sun plaza...



and now back home again.. giddy.................... must be the music.. ooooooooooooo....... -_-



-lost in the waves-

For you.

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-the last note-


even as you could,
yield the last sword
on the battlefield,
the victory isn't yours.


then again,
losing a battle
isn't a millionth
saying bye without trying.


Cupid must be at war with me.
i got shot so many times,
my heart could just fall out.
and when my heart finally gets shot,
i only feel in love,
in love with being in love with you.


the insatiable feeling
is only what my heart lusts for.
yet, you blew my heart
into a million pieces,
and strung them all together.


though i'm all together,
i'm all broken.
i cannot pick myself up,
without your hand.
i'd say dont pick me up,
steal me,
like you stole into my mind.


'run' across my mind,
like time walks me through life,
though,
when you near, it runs.
i wouldnt mind dying,
naturally,
fast.


if you made time fly,
make it fly till i die,
i beg, i beg, i beg you please,
if you were,
to leave,
ever so soon...

For you.

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