oh i missed the com. if u din know, i just blogged a couple of mins ago. yup. alidhnf........ since no one's gonna read.............. duh.. i didnt do that... i didnt. revenge is a dish best served cold. an unbalanced meal is bad, right? woot. if it aint gonna be fair, it wouldnt be the last goodbye cos there wont be any. like this blog is, so white, the things behind it is, not. yfflha tiinrtcygs,ysd,aratrt. ywlm. mmw. make it out.

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i cant write. i cant get to writing anymore. i've tried only just and the words dont come my way. i would rather lose my voice. i'd trade these few days for them to come back. i really would. just watch.oh damn. i'm really pissed about it. what must i do. inspiration never meant to touch?



-what meant serenity now means silence-

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woots. feeling better. just played soccer.. 9-10+ well theres this fucking effing injury that i've had yesterday. sameoldone. but well. feeling better after that and shower. and if i could write in shower. man that'd be vv nice. that injury is bugging meeeeeeeeeee. hurts even when i'm sitting down. eff. didnt go wl house. was expecting a lot of pple. again. doing the same things. oh i sound like ____ but woots. who cares. down with this flu i've got from sleeping in air-con room. cos i felt down. I"M NOT COMPLETELY OK YET. just said i'm better. jolin's album' making me feel remember of the ff dvds. which ............. wadever. wanted to go run actually. but feeling sleepy. fuck. slept till 12, slept at bout 3-6, then drank coffee b4 soccer. and now i'm sleepy again. does feeling down make you wanna sleep? oh shit. i feel i like this blog more n more cos i almost fuck the whole world without anyone knowing. but well, if u're reading cos u've highlighted it then WAH you're so smart. dang u have nth better to do than to read my clean blog. as in C L E A N. shit my injury. arent u getting bored? i've been going on n on like this long and its getting crappy n boring n come on lets get drunk on orange juice. i need another litre. havent had mine today. mooooooooo

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and words do come back. on the day i'm so tired. i cant go on these way. u cant too. are you really so very oblivious of how things are?



played soccer, took the most shots and missed the most. fell. bled. led. cramped. its cold.

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hais. anyway, i'm still blogging. almost more than i did. gotta say i'm still blind, still oblivious, of the probable blatant things others can see but not me. i still see things people dont see..




words dont come my way, not anymore than when i wanted them to last time. at least they did, a little.



hey, u arent really reading right? haha. you wouldnt really understand anyway. could be anything.

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k, so i'm back here. and i AM blogging. things arent right.but they arent different. people still say and do things, insulting and probably untrue. ostentatious too. it isnt seemingly ostentatious, cause it is. if u have nothing better to say, dont. cause these are what they are. and some people, just because they arent really obliged to get up to do stuff, they dont. if they coult get up to go to school they could get up to play soccer, which is, an hour or more, later? and irresponsibility. you thing everything you do isnt your fault. well, go on. do it all over again. people like it. people love it. people love your very apologetic fickle mindedness.oh yes we do. were you born with it or were you taught?



what do you want? i'm supposed to clean this place up. go... go now. before i scrub it cleaner.

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ok, so you actually found this. were you bored? or mere lucky?yeah yeah. white is a nice colour. but it doesnt change anything. try reading the other posts. if they r posts.

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