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went through the books in my cupboard and saw that row of lit texts. walk two moons, red sky in the morn, antony n cleo, war with GP, mecbeth, diary of adrian mole, i'm the king of the castle + oscar wilde's other books. damn am i missing literature. hamlet... picture of dorian dray.... its like life follows these books' metaphorical meaning. or do these books represent life? you cannot see any human dance a more beautiful dance than the words in the books do.
like we could see each other clearly, across a glass pane, so clear, like nothing is between. delude me. deluge reality with fallacies, let me sleep a sleep i'd never have to wake up, let me run a run i'd never have to stop. i'd never wanna trip, i'd never wanna wake. and did i say i'm broke? at the apex.hadda skip breakfast cos what's left on the table din suit my taste today. no money even for the newspaper after getting the present. came home, felt lazy and didnt get money to go down to buy food. drank cereal. i dont want your dirty money, i want dirty dancing, of words.. will it not come? its been dry. For you.
_____________________ v sleepy these days. slept almost 8-8... 12 hrs. but still sleepy in sch. mosquitoes r all around. sucking the last bit of my blood.. barbeque during the hols, java during the hols. wanna sleep de lorrrrrrs.. zzzzz nth to say except i'm sleepyyyyyyFor you.
_____________________ class you think of things that are gonna happen. of things imminent, of things inevitable. and you reminisce of the past, of the things not too far away. things that make you sad, things that go, away. your everyday laughter will turn to a simple hi-and-bye statement when we pass. that contagious laughter by the corner deteriorates into a passing smile and then a wave, finally into ignorance.. like we once said we will go, out, as a class, out thoughts dissolved into piling work, like it stacks like a stacking totem. and to bring you back, you remember things undone, of homework untouched, of teachers scolding, of them lecturing, of new projects, and then soon things hasten. you go do your work, things get forgotten, until things like this brings up thoughts of the future. "run. run to forget. fun to get injuries to forget. play. play to forget. play too hard to forget. run to wanna run more. run more to forget. run more to get injuries to forget........................." -solve things-
For you.
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