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home at 11+++++ wenta run at 12 15 came back at bout 1 bathed, ate, cos of the freeged gastric during my run will still not forgive the clay. its finally off my hair. 3 days. ass.. finally washing hair seems normal. late for essit, not late for test. last to come into class, everyone's ready in their seats. finished first. did a math paper with definations. yeah, math paper with definations. For you.
_____________________ dont assume so muchi need a blog with feelings. about things no one else should know. saw the freeged nose off the test period, again. 5 in 7d. the finger if sentances tell whole stories. For you.
_____________________ every week i turn out so sick. i'm so sick of lessons. why cant i just go for literature lessons EVERYDAY, 9-6.i'm feeling lazy. i am lazy. but when you are lazy and something great happens, u'd have a great will to wanna change. things happened. i'm lazy. i'm lazy to change from being lazy. old stuff. but arent they all true? I breathed, every breath seem to contain lesser air. I thought, every thought seem to diminish, light and fair. I found an opening, more seem to close upon me. I try to turn back, only to find reminiscence hunting me down. Is there no way out? Must i act fine when I'm suffering inside? All yet, thus far, more suffering, more questions, more anger, more hatred. Chaos, devilishly hidden in serenity. Seen on the surface are all smiles and happiness, where hidden sadness and sufferings are, kept deep within. I drown my sorrows with love, and only to lie. True love exists within and without. In mine, only love in the air, not love in my veins. A treasury trove of insanity to unleash, to be determined by the given, or the seeker... For you.
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