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lots of things going on in my head... mainly the project. its killing me. so mentally disrupting. cant do it well, but so very obligated to do so cause i told ogl eric i would and v dui bu qi mummy if i didnt.
using dreamweaver for asp.net but they dont have features like user login cause asp.net is a new thing. furthermore, i cant view the pages. they tell me to save it, when it loads. on another com, the scripts and source codes are shown. cant do anything but to wait until i get to school on monday to do changes. but will it be too late? and he said:learn asp.net in 2 days. -_- u know, its v sad to come home everyday to have to turn on the computer no matter how much you hate it, somehow. looking at the computers in school already make me sick. sad sad thing. feeling very restless, nth to do yet feel i cant sleep, obliged to do something, but nothing to do till its monday. 5 days more to presentation of the project. 25%. the harder you try the harder you fall. when you aim too high and place too much hopes on your plans for it, its very much a make or break situation. hoping it will bend to the very end. no use for tests if i do badly for this. it wouldnt mean anything else other than working for a pass. this is the project that makes distinction holders. For you.
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