havent blogged in a long time. shall now, its my birthday anyway. i'm not lying k. tho i'm lying my life, this isnt.

exams over, all so soon. always. no, not always. maybe ought.

i dreamt, some days ago. if i could have, can i? but no. no was it. it was that. just like that.
but we know dreams dont come true. cause i have wad i asked for, but not what happened. i'd rather have what happened(in my dream.)

isnt it sick to read my blog?always in sentences u dont understand. like talking to myself. and its glaring white in the darkness of my room. it isnt pure. its a lie.

like always, if there isnt a reason to live, is it a reason itself to die?

bah.. already sick of the hols. v sick. oh ya, happy belated bday to A.del Piero.

cant find words, is it a permanent thing? nah. just wanna sleep. dreams are more real. should be made an obligation. to dream. forever.

For you.

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