1. started in the noon actually, ard 2(thats the time i woke up) . played MS achieved technically nth done nth. thenthereisthisproblemeveryonecannotplayanymore.
2. then i went to watch taxi(wl lent me). and theres a freed'd problem again. lags/hangs etc.
3. if thats not enough, i came back to my com, opened MS which seemingly works, alt-tabbed to try watching taxi on my com, which couldnt play properly. thereisnosound. THEN i alt-tabbed back to MS and then the freeg'd problem occurs, AGAIN.
4. finally watched sexiszero. had to stop so many many times cause of phone calls ETC
5. then my mother called to ask what we(that imbecile and i) would like for dinner. that self-centered thing told her WE will cook our own dinner WITHOUT asking me. then he told me i have to cook my own dinner with that typical AP voice.

i'm skipping dinner. like i skipped breakfast. and lunch. and the late nights. i'm sleeping early for the FIRST time in the holidays. might be too early to speak. its only 8.

might go run, and get knocked down by a 10000000 wheeler. ground to oblivion. when my blood will seep thru the ground or flow thru the drains to the ocean where my sadness will be shared with the world.

and dont u hate it when your streamofconsciousness/thoughts are broken/distupted/injected with happiness/.........................................................................................................................................

For you.

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