-forgive me, i have sinned-
forgive me, i have sinned.
for i have, only, been me.
spilled my cup of tea,
killed trails of love's scent.
it came. it always came.
eat them, they are for you, it said.
to taste spiritual orgasm, in these
two pieces, i slipped, subconsciously.
and i did, flirt with the melting chocolate,
sending them through roller-coaster rides
back and forth, left and right, till it goes
back, and back, it does, only to swallow it.

forgive me, i have sinned,
for i have seen, yet, you.
human flesh is scalded by thoughts,
hues of warmth, coloured my face.

forgive me, i have sinned,
for i have rhymed, unduely right.
rewrote freeverse, in my verse,
free, O, free, and it did,
flee my thoughts, and did my heart, with
thee.

For you.

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-i am not strong enough, i cannot-

oh am i, am i not,
no, i am not.
as i let go, gave in,
to another of my desires.

we drew, in art, self-portriats.
my eyes, i could not draw,
for what i did, so unreal.

my attention fell,
like off a banana skin,
from him, who made the speech,
a swaying one.

if you would,
could you help,
if you were
ever this near?

draw what is left out.
catch what did fall.
and if you do, please do, too,
bring a pair of crutches,
i might fall.
and a pair of respirators,
then again, forget it.
for, my heart says "and then",
not to prompt,
but to continue
yet stopped.
help this last time.
finish it.


newest yet somewhat a failure.

For you.

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