one. i am sick of telling people(because they asked.) the course i got accepted into just(and only) to get the same expression and reply everytime. yes, it used to be flattering and when i had the energy to explain, that's fine. to do that the 20 millionth time, when i'm tired and drained, that is just nauseating. in the end i get to decide what is wasted and what is not, and my poly cert is worth more than just a memory.

two.
i might not be working. it isnt compulsory and i dont need it. i have rejected job offers.
i might be free most of the time. but that does change. i go out almost everyday. my free time becomes occupied. u dont know how difficult it might be to get me out. i might not be free.
i might say i am bored. but most of the time it only happens when i'm online, when i'm home from something else. sometimes when i cant fall asleep(even if the day is tiring). i dont watch animes. not intending to start anytime soon. it is not fulfilling.
i might have the time to sleep. but i dont agree to something and end up sleeping instead. i'd rather not sleep than do that.

For you.

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i quote.

For you.

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