request-
milestones of 2008:
-valentines
-playtime/odysSYS
-sembawang camp
-NSRO
-graduation from SOA
-mistakes
-pain, tears.
-spain!
-sim
-school
-school
-school
-taiwan! bubble tea, chicken chops, food! Tees. I Fuck.
-jb! food! seafood! food!
-KL! coffee! one shot, two shots, free!
-fine dining. thank you!
-21! thank you.
-195--
-460
-cameron HL! this place rains strawberries.
-imma schoolgirl
-mjmjmjmjmjmj.
-dempsey again! yum.
-safra 3,2,1.
-hi.

up till now,
-mjmjmj.
-fishing!
-mayday officially marks the start of the new year.
-L.O.V.E.
-close shave.
-another close shave.
-right on.
-1828





you hear the complains, agree and look from a different shade. you complain and whine, sink and boast. you want sympathy and envy. you whine and make a fuss. you want everything your way. you give nothing. you curse and you swear. you want nothing less.

i am frail. i dont take proper care about myself. i am insensitive. catch more fish and cook for me. i dont watch races, or tennis, like i play, or watch soccer. i am conscious. i dont care. i am conscious. you dont care. i am conscious. we dont care. now i need to read. i need my time. you want mine. all. buy me some time and i shall give them to you. i need to read. i need to write. you dont care when you cant. i want to run. my nose wants too. i dont really say. never did. you dont really do when you can. you dont really do when you do. and still. when i close my eyes, i can see you coming, hands outstretched, wings spread wide, lifting me up yet again. i need to sleep.

For you.

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