request- milestones of 2008: -valentines -playtime/odysSYS -sembawang camp -NSRO -graduation from SOA -mistakes -pain, tears. -spain! -sim -school -school -school -taiwan! bubble tea, chicken chops, food! Tees. I Fuck. -jb! food! seafood! food! -KL! coffee! one shot, two shots, free! -fine dining. thank you! -21! thank you. -195-- -460 -cameron HL! this place rains strawberries. -imma schoolgirl -mjmjmjmjmjmj. -dempsey again! yum. -safra 3,2,1. -hi. up till now, -mjmjmj. -fishing! -mayday officially marks the start of the new year. -L.O.V.E. -close shave. -another close shave. -right on. -1828 you hear the complains, agree and look from a different shade. you complain and whine, sink and boast. you want sympathy and envy. you whine and make a fuss. you want everything your way. you give nothing. you curse and you swear. you want nothing less. i am frail. i dont take proper care about myself. i am insensitive. catch more fish and cook for me. i dont watch races, or tennis, like i play, or watch soccer. i am conscious. i dont care. i am conscious. you dont care. i am conscious. we dont care. now i need to read. i need my time. you want mine. all. buy me some time and i shall give them to you. i need to read. i need to write. you dont care when you cant. i want to run. my nose wants too. i dont really say. never did. you dont really do when you can. you dont really do when you do. and still. when i close my eyes, i can see you coming, hands outstretched, wings spread wide, lifting me up yet again. i need to sleep. For you.
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